Time for a change...

I’ve been thinking that it’s beyond time that I changed my hair up a bit. I’m getting fed up of bleaching it all of the time and since I’m doing it less and less often my roots are getting really long. I’m thinking I might dye it a more natural blonde and then let my natural hair colour come through for a while. I also think I might let it grow and have longer hair for a while again. Just to see. I don’t feel like I’ve found the right haircut for me so it’s time to mix it up a bit.
Anyway, I’m pretty scared about this. I dyed my hair when I was going through a big period of change in my life and have stuck with it for the last three years. Going back to my natural hair colour for some reason makes me feel like going back to that person three years ago. Is that weird? I feel like if I change my hair I’m instantly going to look like this person again….

or even worse, like this...

or this...

  When I’m thinking rationally I know that I’m not going to instantly put on about half of my body weight again or stop wearing make up or start wearing really bad clothing again but I don’t often think rationally. I know that so much about me has changed in the past three years but I’m still worried. I know I’m crazy but I’m posting this so that once I’ve done it I’ll be able to look back and laugh at myself. Or, you know, curse past Amy for listening to her irrational self. We’ll see. Maybe I’ll pluck up the courage to do it in the next day of so.